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    Gracelyn’s Story

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    12527921_10153245803961128_1277054682_nAs told by her mother, Anna.

    I lost my precious baby girl Gracelyn Elizabeth Marie. She was just 24 days old due to SIDS. I knew when I woke up on September 22nd there was something wrong with Gracelyn. She lost her glow, her beautiful wonderful glow, and when I picked her up she was cold.

    I knew she was gone, but as her mother I did everything I was supposed to do and then more to save her, but I knew she was gone. I woke up her dad. He held her while I called 911. Dispatch directed us to do chest compressions while waiting for paramedics, but they never showed up, so after what felt like an eternity I wrapped her in a blanket and ran her to the fire station. I live a block away from from there. We were taken to the hospital, and shortly after arrival they said those awful words no parent should ever hear, “I’m so sorry but she didn’t make it.”

    Worst day of my life. My baby was healthy, and I will never understand why she was taken from me. I tried for almost 7 years and fertility treatments to conceive a child with no luck. I had given up all hope, but the day I was told, “Well, you’re 14.5 weeks along, and it’s a girl” was the best day of my life.

    Gracelyn was such a happy content baby. She was always smiling. Her beauty was beyond skin deep. She would always play possum. She sneezed at least 2 times, if not more, every time she sneezed. She was very alert for her age and she liked everyone, but she adored and loved her mommy and daddy. She was a daddy’s girl from day one.

     

    Gracelyn’s Story was last modified: January 7th, 2016 by Lexi Behrndt
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  • Santos Seth’s Story

    by Lexi Behrndt January 7, 2016

    As told by his mother, Leilani. He was born February 18, 2011 at 0620am at Redlands community hospital to Sophoeun and Monte Alvarez. He was 6lbs 12ounces and 17 inches long.…

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  • Kayden Sean’s Story

    by Lexi Behrndt January 7, 2016

    As told by his mother, Laura. Kayden Sean Dunn was born 28/04/15 and lived for nearly 30 minutes. I was told at my 21 week scan that he probably would not…

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  • Paisleigh’s Story

    by Lexi Behrndt January 7, 2016

    As told by her mother, Brianna. Labor Day weekend, her birth story starts here. Friday, Saturday and Sunday I was having horrible contractions but everyone said, “No it’s normal.” On Sunday…

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  • Ethan’s Story

    by Lexi Behrndt January 7, 2016

    As told by his mother, Kirsty. 05.01.15: The day I got those two lines on a pregnancy test21.01.15: First midwife appointment 05.02.15: First scan. We saw our little “dinobaby” waving at…

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  • Bode’s Story

    by Lexi Behrndt January 7, 2016

    As told by his mother, Jamie. It is true that was meant to be the most exciting, anxious-filled and happy times in our lives, ended up being just that and some. You…

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  • Charlee’s Story

    by Lexi Behrndt January 7, 2016

    As told by her mother, Rachel. I’ve been hesitant for a while to share our story, but there are things I want to say and things that I feel need to…

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  • Nathaniel Theodore’s Story

    by Lexi Behrndt January 7, 2016

    As told by his mother, Mary Jane. My only child is Nathaniel Theodore. Nathaniel was born 3.22.97, a little over a month early due to hospital negligence, but I don’t  want…

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  • Erica Marie’s Story

    by Lexi Behrndt January 7, 2016

    As told by her mother, Helen. I gave birth to my daughter Erica Marie 34 years ago, she was born on March 7, 1981 and passed away July 31, 1981. Erica…

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  • Aliyana Grace’s Story

    by Lexi Behrndt January 7, 2016

    As told by her mother, Tara. March 13, 2012 at 19 weeks, I went in for an ultrasound and our baby girl’s heart rate was in the 70s.  Aliyana Grace had…

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Hey there, I'm Lexi.

I'm a filmmaker and [used-to-be] writer based in Florida. I started this website when I was fresh in my grief after the death of my son Charlie when he was 200 days old. I wrote non-stop the first year after his death and then I started a storytelling project called On Coming Alive. After a while, I wanted to step away and keep my grief as something personal and sacred to me. Because of this, I no longer write in this space, but I may someday. However, all these writings will still remain here for anyone who still might just need to know that whatever they are feeling, maybe they're not the only one. Welcome to this space. I hope you find a piece of home here.

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